Nest 3 Chronicles: a Huge Sigh of Relief

From Day One she knew it.

The large shred of white plastic she wove into her nest was wrong.

Unnerving, with its bold blue letters.

Like a dress that looked good in the fitting room, but oh my, when you get it home:

What was I thinking??

Well, a dress can go back to the store (could, in the old days)

Or into the closet of hope.

But this! In her face, till the children leave home.

Oh say can you see

How it billows annoyingly?

I’ve glimpsed her tugging

Like the dress tugged one more time over matronly midriff

Which is not going anywhere.

Then she would set the remorse aside

To help someone struggle out of a shell

Or do centering prayer with her husband

Or catch a break to stretch her wings.

This morning she was at it again:

I curse the day I found this miserable shred.

And lo, it came free!

Came free and she settled with a huge sigh

Back onto her babies.

Interfering me, I wondered if I should go out and

Remove it from her sight.

But that would be wrong so many ways.

Not least that her  husband is her practical helper.

And sure enough, before long he took out the garbage.

Soft Summer Morning

July 18, 7:30 a.m.

 

At first I thought it was Mother Robin, standing upright on the rim of her nest, sun turning orange breast to flame. But then I saw her brooding, covering newborns. The steady flame was Father.  He’s usually a hurry of earthworm or housekeeping.  This time, sustained company-keeping.  As if no hurry or worry in the world.

 

They were both looking up, in the same direction.  What caught their attention?  Something in their bower, or something beyond?  Whatever it was, they shared a wordless appreciation. I say appreciation because threat would have called for sharp metallic cry and flurry of action.

 

After a time she resumed her horizontal gaze, yellow beak resting on  the rim of the nest. He looked down and regarded the top of her head, so smooth, dark, and dear.

 

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Robins’ bower

After my kitchen duties, I went outside and sat in my own bower.  The air this morning felt like heaven. I kept Robin silence, listening to cry of blue jay, high hoarse broad-winged hawk, and merry young voices next door.  As I sat, pink crepe came drifting down, regarded the top of my head, nested in my hair.

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Nest 3

Nest 3

 

Magnolia chosen with care

Third nest this season

I see her in the shade, beak hanging open from the heat

I see her wrestle a sky-blue shell

Up to the rim of the cup

For removal as soon as possible

Lest a predator see

Somehow a shred of white plastic

Got built into the nest

Good idea turned too-conspicuous mistake?

Twice I’ve seen her try to unweave it

While two or three blind helpless hungry

She has a lot on her plate

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I Wish to Have Speaks With You

“A very high pitched kee-ee, almost like a whistle.”

 

As raptors go they’re small

A pound or so per hawk,

And O the joy it brings

To hear their high-pitched talk

 

Kee-ee kee-ee says one

From a slightly distant tree

Kee-ee kee-ee replies another

Perched just over me

 

Kee-ee kee-ee from their child

With his longitudinal streaks

And then all three are gathered

The better to have their speaks

 

I stay as still as I can

Neck craned painfully

As they silently plan their agenda

Perched in my lace-bark tree

 

Not a word is spoken

But soon they have a plan

Each lifts to execute it

My neck will be straight when it can

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Morning Comes

July 14, 2020

 

Still dark.  And, look!  From east to west:  Venus, Morning Star.  Close by (to my eye), her friend Aldeberan, fierce eye of Taurus.  Earth’s moon.  Mars. Saturn.  If not for the western trees, I might see bright Jupiter!  All in their places.

 

Still dark, but brightening. I at my computer, about my work. On the roof, a party!  The Shadow-tails are playing chase. Thundering paws.

 

Hoarse hawk-cry makes me wonder if Clint Eastwood is riding into town. For sure the action on the roof of the saloon freezes.

 

Mama Robin’s on the nest. Catbirds mewing. I’m moved to go out for a garden patrol, before the heat of the day.

 

Cooking breakfast I spy our young hawk–on the patio, then on the fountain.  Strong yellow legs, handsome of breast and beak. Then he flies into the glass, and I wonder how his training is coming along.  Also if the glass will hold.

 

I’m grateful for this place.

 

From my  bower to yours–whatever shelters and gladdens you:

 

 

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Robin Recycling

I fell for what may be a fake fact.  To wit: Robins don’t re-use their nests; for each new clutch, they rebuild.

 

Some days after the Magnolia Tree Gang of Three fledged, I lifted the nest, situated it just inside my garden gate, and placed in it three commemorative stones.  My way of honoring a work of art, industry, and devotion.

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In a few weeks, in the exact same spot in the magnolia, Mama and Papa Robin began to rebuild.  Did they wonder what happened to the first nest?  Hmmmm. Did I feel a little guilty for their [possible] duplication of work?  Yes.

 

This time, two chicks hatched.  And then to my sorrow, there was only one.  After growing sufficiently enormous, he fledged, and I saw him no more.

 

Mistaken idea piles on possible fake fact:  sure that in the heat of July Mama and Papa were done for the season, I took the second nest, placed it by the first, and in it one commemorative stone.

 

Come now Mama and Papa to the exact same spot in the magnolia, with more material.  Yesterday I laughed when he offered a shred of white plastic, which she examined, then let flutter to the ground. But only after he’d flown away.

 

This morning as I walked by the Nest Museum, I saw the exhibit had been disturbed.  As an experiment, I swept away the the debris. Sure enough, next time I passed by, more debris.

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As I was taking the picture above, a silent form swept out of the magnolia, through the garden gate, and seeing me swerved sharply under the azaleas. Funny how earsplitting a robin can be outside my window at 5:30 a.m., how soundless at 9:30 a.m. as it tries to reclaim its property.  I will not take any more nests, and I do ask their forgiveness.

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A Tale of Two Flowers

I trudged across the parking lot toward the one permitted door of the grocery store.  Anxious, heavy of heart, trying to keep my chin up. Despair, wrestling with gratitude for the task and the means.  Masked I was, with foggy lenses, and little looking for grace.  But grace was looking for me. On the sidewalk outside the store, rows of black plastic pots containing little wooden trellises, on which grew mandevilla vines. All looked healthy, and half-price didn’t hurt! So I put one in my cart.  Planted the vine in our flower bed, in a sunny spot, was quickly rewarded with vigorous growth, then the unfolding of snow white flowers.

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During my inspection some days later I noticed a bud with a rosy cast to it. As it happens, ten dollars had bought me not one vine but two!

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The white-bearing vine is more prolific.  But oh the heart-lift of pink, with contrasting margin!

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Amelia at 2 1/2

The name Amelia comes to us from the Germanic word amal, which means ‘work.’  
Hence the name Amelia means industrious.
Our darling Amelia’s work, in part, is to delight and educate her grandmother.
I don’t want to impute too much maturity to a person of two and a half years, but yesterday I saw Amelia take a moment to master herself.  She had just received from her Grandpa a mild verbal limit on her desired course of action.  Her grandpa–whom she adores, and it’s mutual.  On hearing this directive, this thwarting of her plans and desires, her little face clouded.  Just for a moment, she turned her clouded face to the wall. And here’s the thing: Grandpa on the opposite side of the room could not see this.  It was not for him she did it, but seemingly for herself.  Having managed her reaction, she chose her response: to re-engage the sunshine and go on with her morning.
This morning when I all immersed in a creative project felt outrage at the husbandly assumption that he having presented himself in the kitchen was to immediately receive some breakfast, my face clouded.  But then I chose the Amelia-response.
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I lift my eyes to heaven, from whence cometh my help…

Crime and Punishment

She swept in, piercing his calf with scissor-like mandibles, spreading the blades to sever capillaries. At the same instant, a quick injection of burning saliva, to make the blood flow. Her plan, to zoom away with the prize before he knew what hit him.

 

Sadly for her, she was dealing with the lightning reflexes of my husband.  Which is how she ended up under my magnifying glass.  A greenhead was she, horse fly of coastal marshes.

 

Her pain is over, and my husband’s is abating.

 

Reminds me of the time something flew into our son’s blond hair. Instinct bade him grab it, whereupon it unrolled its sucking mouthpart and gave his finger such pain as to light up the neighborhood with his screams.  They don’t call it assassin bug for nothing.

 

As with the greenhead, the encounter ended badly for the bug. Which is how it came to be under a magnifying glass.  Which is how we know what it was.

 

I will say this: the burning agent of an assassin bug is meant to liquefy its hard-shelled insect prey, for ease of consumption.  It didn’t intend to liquefy David. It was simply defending itself.

 

Whereas, the greenhead acted with malice. At least from the perspective of a human leg.

 

She would say on the stand that she needed that blood, just a few drops, to make more greenheads.

Keep Watch. Take Heart.

On my way to the kitchen through the dark house I caught a glimpse of brightness in the southern sky. Heading to the Keurig, anticipating coffee/planet research, I walked into the open door of the dishwasher. Undeterred, I started the coffee and looked up morning sky for May 23.  Then to the patio where I sat on the concrete with brick wall at my back and trained binoculars upward.  I framed Jupiter and Saturn between two power lines and listened for a while, not least to retrograde Phoebe of Saturn, who reflected on my shin:  “You know that June prayer calendar you’re working on? I believe it’s called “Keep Watch. Take Heart.”?

 

Scanning to the east, I found red Mars, shining through the branches of the Chinese elm.

 

When the sun’s up I’ll close the dishwasher and check on mama robin outside the kitchen window.